to start a new identity.. relax into a fermented reality. an alternative perception.. a vibrant culmination. for days in and on end, i've been anticipating this new rebirth. I feel as if i am being whispered away into a city,.. a city by the cliffs of a cold sea. whose fog and mist are formed from the violent splashing waves against the miry stones, vapors dancing and infusing into the atmosphere..
 I feel His voice leading me. leading, yet intensifying..whispering: " Come.. come with me my daughter, and let's throw your identity over the ledge. let's watch you submerge into the deepest blue. bubble up, and finally lay rest in a cold, deep nothingness.. for who would have known that this vibrant death, brings about a newer beginning".